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So me and the situation hadn’t spoken in quite some time, but he started texting me a few days ago, saying he wanted to be friends again.

He insisted we talk in person after I told him we couldn’t be friends like before(I.e. friends with benefits.) I told him my friends were strictly friends, and I needed some distance.

I agreed to talk with him in person yesterday morning.

Later in the day, I text him to let me know when he was ready to talk. He texts back “I’m ready.”

I text “on the way.” About 15 min or so later, when I saw it.

He texts me “not yet.” 10 mins after my on the way text. But I didn’t see that, as I was driving.

I get there, and he’s not there. I call, no answer. I text him that I was there. He says “I’m sorry you didn’t check your phone.”

Then he says “I’m doing something. Where are you?”

I say “About to go home.”

He then says “I should pay more attention to my phone.”

I reply “what does I’m ready mean to you?”

He then proceeds to say “ l shouldn’t just pop up I should always let someone know when I’m on the way.”

I drive home.

I reply “wtf, I didn’t just pop up. Leave me alone. Whatever you wanted to say In person you can say on the phone, or don’t. I don’t care”.

Some time later he replies “wow. Why are you being this whining person?”

I’m livid.

I have covid. Again. Doctors put me back on the paxlovid- awful stuff. My food will taste like metal for the next 5 days. I'm grateful I have enough sick leave...but still. Things could be better.

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Janan
02:58 Aug 16 2023

Hope you feel better. Blessed Be.

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I’m feeling hopeful, optimistic. Looking forward to the uncertain future. Strange how you can feel more alone with certain people, than when you are actually alone. I’m alone again. But no longer spiraling…wondering why I’m good enough to have sex with, but not to want a relationship with. Wondering why I’m not enough to love and respect, or spend quality time with.

Because I am enough. Whether or not anyone else believes it.